You know those moments, when you aren't truly present in your body; when you've just awakened in the early morning hours, when you've zoned out as someone is speaking to you?
It's the odd sensation that time & space has just simply stopped, just for a brief moment.
The moment when you forget that your life has changed forever.
Lest you think I'm getting all maudlin and *$#t on you, I do believe this change will ultimately be a change for the better, but for fucks sake, when these moments hit now, I just want to stay
But I can't.
I'm having these in between moments more often, or maybe it's just that I'm taking note of them. This by the way might be a good thing, for me to slow down and acknowledge and be present in every single MOMENT. Maybe it's a good thing for ALL of us to do. Just slow down, stop and smell the roses, or peonies, or home cooked bread or whatever it is that will stop and make us present in the moment in between.